Looking for love in all the wrong places

 

 

Quick update. I am dating a older married man and I am in love with him.My question is : what the hell is wrong with me?

I know that this relationship I have with this person is. Yes, while I do admit I love him to no end and that it hurts me that I know my role/ position in his life…. And what other people might think about what I am you know the side girl, home wrecker, and lalalalala.

And that I make no sense because of what my husband did to me and how I felt and to put another woman through the same thing is like ……… yes I know I am wrong but I really don't give a shit. For once (and this might seem odd) I am happy and have no really worries. I know what I am getting myself into, if that makes any sense. I know that this relationship can only go so far …… I know where he I know what he is doing and I really don't care… I am kind of enjoy the thrill of being the other woman Lol , who won't enjoy the frequent trips out of town …sending text messages and seeing if he willing and how quick he can come and have me …… catching a bite to eat …. And just having someone to talk to that gets u….

I am also exploring a new sexual side with him … I am able to freely express my sexual desires with him without getting that your way to freaky for me look. And I enjoy that sexual freedom that I have with him. Even though at times I think that he can't handle all that I give him …….

you feeling froggie

Even through i been living in pa for the last four years,

i  feel lost. I dont know what to do to keep my daughter culture, 

and yet since i am a "city folk" i am learning new stuff about pa wildlife  slowly but surely . 

However i am taking each day as a learning lesson, and trying to make 

the best of the sitution that i am in.

Some things around here scare the crap out of me :
like the vulture that i seen not to far from my house,

plus someone was telling me about we have snakes and bears down here.

I want to run as fast as i can in my stillettos and never look back.lol

P.S : these are some pictures that i took of the frog that jump in front of the lawn mower the other day. We decided to let him out  near the creek that wasnt to far from the house.

so me and my daughter went to the philly zoo sometime last month here are the pics. 

i just notice something how come i am in none of the pictures ? oh well....

new buy

       

This weeks buy :

1)kids organics detangling mossiturizing lotion(for my DD)

2)Elasta QP Feels like silk gel (for my DD)

3)EVCO

4) A big a$$ bottle of Cholesterol (sallys brand )

5) 2 bottles of V05 for pre poos

Your D!ck is small

Why can't some men understand or read between the lines .

I haven't text this guy in weeks and he still texting me like I wanna be with him

I don't even want to talk to him .

I mean we have nothing in common. He just so boring and so lame.

To be honest his penis was so small that it took everything in me not to laugh at him.

What do u say to someone like that?

I am trying to be nice but should I just come out and say:

"hey I cant mess around with u cause u have a little dick?"

Or maybe I should play it off like:

" I sorry but I decided that I going to wait till I get married"

Or

"you made me gay "

Lol I wish he would just understand I don't want him.